Starving artist

Currently I am job less. My portfolio is lame and I haven't started on my essay. I still can't drive and I am 18 everything seems to be moving so slow for me but I've always been a late bloomer. I was a late bloomer with boys. I was a late bloomer with boobs. You name it and I was late to that party. Now I understand summer time sadness. I don't know where to work because I get anxious around people constantly. I'm not good around food because I work slow. I just can't seem to catch a break.