Expensive

I've been looking at more art supplies online like professional grade markers and stuff and they are hella expensive. Its so sad looking at them on the internet longing to have them. I could've gotten some for free but the person wouldn't part with them even though they are no longer being used. It sucks. But I mean its not the suppllies that make the artist. Even though having copic markers and multi liners would be fucking awesome. I guess I should just get better at using & taking care of the supplies I already have and then when I'm ready and when I can afford them they'll come to me . I've been looking for jobs recently and I hope to god someone will call me for an interview and I can make my own money. Then I can support my habit with my own money instead of some one else's. I really do need to get this shopping thing under control. I fucking love shopping for things. For clothes for art supplies it just feels good to buy things. I may be a shopaholic. I have a problem :(