18 years a slave

I have never felt unequal to anyone regardless of sex, or race because in my heart I have seen myself to be my own person. Regardless of what class I belong to I have something that some people may never have in their lives and that is fight. If you have fight in your heart no one will ever be able to break you no matter how strong they maybe. But some people seem to misunderstand fight for animosity or anger. Fighting for what you believe in takes more than words it takes action. If you believe in honor, love, equality you have to do something you can't just sit around talking about it and making people angry. I had a teacher who used to provoke the feminists in my class with how many inequalities lay in wait for them in the real world she used to try to get me to become angry at things white people had done to my people. But there was only empty words that lacked follow through being strewn about carelessly into the void of teen minds. There are things that make me angry of course but those things I take the time to fight them slowly but surely knowing that one day those things won't be there to upset anyone any more. Nobody will benefit from anger if it isn't channeled in a productive way. That's all. Posts have been pretty deep lately. Either deep or just the ramblings of a hippie. Whatever you choose to call it is up to you.

Hating on Animals?

So apparently there is a big deal over maroon 5's song Animals.  Where Adam levine (the only member who's name we all actually know) plays a creepy psycho stalker that works in a Butcher shop that stalks and bothers this pretty model then they have steaming hot Adam sex in pints of blood (a little vampirism, sexy! Jk) but this isn't the first time men have done something creepy in media ie music & television.  Whether it is Blurred lines or Psycho by Alfred Hitchcock where a young man butchers young pretty women because they gave him sex feelings that would upset Mother. I don't see why it's a big deal. Maybe it's because they fuck in the blood? But that's obviously a portrayal of the creep's fantasy not how the video actually ends. I see how it can be upsetting because once something gets mainstream it's mistaken as glorification of something horrible rather than being an art form. Some people are just kind of weak in the brain if after watching the video they decide it's okay to stalk women they probably thought about it before this video was even made. So before you get angry just think about ever single home invasion, torture port movie you've watched and get angry about that as well.

American Sexual Repression (part 1)

Okay so I'm watching the celeb gossip news and they did a feature on Raven Simone and they didn't talk about the work she was doing, they didn't talk about how she is or what led to her success they just ended up talking about her having a relationship with a woman. Now she answered the questions with something I really clicked with and that was "I don't want to be labeled as 'gay' I want to be labeled as a human who likes humans. " that's basically all that it should be instead of magnifying the fact that her lover isn't a man. And the whole thing that bugged was that other entertainment people were like "oh she didn't officially come out." But it's like no body has to tell anyone their business if they don't want to and she is a very private individual so what did you expect.  People having to identify themselves only ends up creating division and then makes people only looked at by their orientation.  The only thing that truly matters is if that person is OK with themselves and they are honest with their lover. Everyone goes through a journey of sexual self discovery no matter the orientation.  I prefer a certain type of person. Most women have some kind of criteria some men as well. It's all about what you like it's not about the world. If we just backed off of the whole sexuality of the whole thing we'd be much happier. I want to be able to live without labels because labels don't last. Someone who labels themselves as straight for many years can come out and turn out to be gay someone who labels themselves as gay for many years might be straight and sometimes someone can label themselves as asexual and then become romantically or sensually involved with a man/woman.  I don't care if someone has a FrickFricken alligator toe between their legs people are too worked up about what to call themselves or other people they just end up making it a big ol' mess.

Surprise bitch

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Success?

Do you ever think of how success effects people? Besides the journey to a career goal what happens?  Do you keep your soul? Do you stay with the person who encouraged you or do you lose them too? I'm worried about success. I have found Zen in my humble state but what if all of that is washed away? I've been thinking about that for a while. I don't know why I just feel like everything has a price and no good really comes without me getting hurt in some way. It's sad really.  But that's all that's been going on.  I'm not sure if I would be able to handle losing the things that kept going. But most times I don't feel like I can handle anything.

Dead as a doornail

I am totally in love with Eric the vampire.  And usually I don't really prefer the cold blooded living dead. But he is a tall viking of sex. He doesn't remember what happened with sookie in dead to the world and he's all in her grill. Bill has been trying to make sookie jealous with some rando skank that thinks she's better than everyone else. There are still so many twists and turns and this book review is out of order so far from my usual linear way of thinking but yall can forgive me. Thank you guys so much for reading and checking out my blog.  That's it for tonight though my little creeps.

Definitely dead(sookie Stackhouse)

Definately Dead was the most interesting because it's more about vampire hierarchy but it was boring because of the lack of Sex lol . No more bill and no more Eric just sookie.  I am disappointed in bill because he went from being one of my favorite vampires to just this pitiful creepy ex-boyfriend. Sookie is being a bad as telekinetic mofo and the books are still hard to put down. There are more witches and I like that. They introduced another piece of man meat I.e. Quinn the weretiger. Sometimes I feel like there are way too many creatures. But at the same time she keeps it walking on this fine line between sloppy and imaginative. Overall 7-10. The only thing i have a problem with is that she always talks about things the reader already knows since I have the whole set I really don't need the flash backs.