6 days in hell

My Goat man is going out of state to go to Hawaii with his dad and his little brother. It's going to be pretty hard but I'm going to try to stay busy. I'm going to probably be doing some more art work and posting on here and on Instagram. Today Goat man and I are going to go shopping and then take my mom out to see maleficent! Sleeping Beauty was one of my favorite movies when I was little because my mom used to sing once upon a dream to me. That was one of my only lullabies. So then after that we are going to his cousins graduation and then we're going to cuddle until he has to go home.  It's going to suck but it's okay because I want him to experience things without me having to be there and him not missing out on anything because of me. We're young and people our age get wrapped up in each other and tune out the whole world and then 20 years later when you're looking back wishing you'd have gone to different places and done different things because you've either been with that person for an eternity or you're divorced or you broke up in your twenties and barely remember that persons middle name. So I just wanted him to go out AND Explore, Cause I have a single mom and I'm not working at the moment so I'm probably not going anywhere except maybe Glendale or eagle rock.