Art blogs

Is it just me or is it an artist thing that following other artists blogs makes you either really inspired or feel really shitty about your work. And I know thats not the intention at all but its how I feel. I mean I feel like I'm not good enough and I'm going to get torn apart in art school. All these artists I follow are so cool and great like on instagram and stuff , but I don't know what I'm doing. I don't even feel like I have an art style anymore. Or maybe I'm being temper mental and it'll come to me when its ready. For the mean time I should just focus on writing stories or learning how to drive and looking for a job. I'm going to try to tour another art campus next week. The one for the cool ass fashion school went really well but I'm not to sure about the vibe from the school. It was too out of my element I guess. Everyone was dressed up and had a full face of makeup they were all put together. The campus was nice though and the people were more friendly then I expected but I'm a simple bitch with simple needs. So I was intimidated. Maybe I'll like the other art campus. Maybe that'll be the one like my collegiate soul mate. I hope it works out. I hope they accept me. I really want to start my life. I want to see where everything takes me. I'm anxious but excited but more anxious than anything . maybe it'll work out though who knows everything might even work out.