Life update

So I went to the art & design college andet with a. Councilor and he was nice and funny and told me I should reapply again in September because I don't really qualify for the fall semester but I'd be able to take the spring semester. That should be fun though having all this extra time to myself instead of jumping balls deep into school all over again. I am going to see if I can enroll in some classes at GCC and boost my GPA and try to take a lot of art classes so when I do turn in a portfolio even though I'm not very good in the grades department they'll seem my talent and love me. I just hope I do better in college then in highschool I don't want to be that same mediocre kid in college.  I don't want to be the kid that barely scraped by. I mean yeah my life is kind of difficult but its not like I have an excuse to be a lazy ass. I want to be the very best but I know its not going to happen over night because I am still me and I still have my personality. I need to stop putting myself on a pedestal be more humble. And maybe I'll do better this time.