Day 3

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I'm so lame I fell asleep when he wanted to call me I thought I could stay awake but I couldn't. Anyway I'm going to buy some more clothes today. I'll probably just get jeans and leggings but I really want to get a few more shirts too. I think this next trip will be my last shopping adventure for a while. My mom said she'd order a wig for me online. Yes a wig. I am black and I have unmanigable 3c hair and sometimes I get lazy and I don't want to do anything to it and straightening damages my hair so I found a wig. This is my first time wearing a wig so I'm excited. I hope it gets ordered and I found this cute rilakumma phone case that I really want. Its all on eBay so its like super cheap and I cant wait to get everything. I've been shopping so much I feel like I shop to make myself feel better. And it helps me not focus on Goat man. It makes it worse though when I get pages of "I miss you." Cause if I don't pay attention to the fact that we're miles apart it doesn't matter to me then he brings it up. （｀m´＃）

4th day

So I'm actually muddling through this week better than expected.  I also thought I'd be spending most of my time out on the town. But I've been home alot and I've gotten time to myself.  Friends are great & I miss my Goat man but I feel like I'm getting back in touch with my brain lady. I'm working on another collage & I will be getting new colored pencils today they're Prismacolor and they are supposed to be very good quality. I mean they Better be for $14.29.  I'm going to get some stationary today too to write thank you letters to everyone who gave me graduation presents. I'll post the stationary cause it's a surprise. I want Goat man to have fun he sounds miserable , but his dad isn't the easiest person to talk to and hang out with. I understand that from having similar experience. But the experience is what matters. The whole scenery and beauty of the island the food all those things shouldn't be taken from you. It's not fair that he can't have fun in such an awesome place. But at least he went. The only places I've gone all seem to resemble hell ; Arizona, Texas , Georgia all the hot yucky places.

Hey you guys!!!

Someone got NEW ART SUPPLIES *dramatic singing voice*
They're so kawaii and i love them they're super super cute!!! Ahhh
Goat man took me to get them before he left! It's so adorable
I got everything from this place called mauya in eagle rock. It has a bunch of cute stuff like this . I almost spent all my money over there. But I got a little punch card so I could win something if I keep going there!

Family time

So earlier this week I went to lunch with my dad's father and it wasn't as bad as I thought.  But then again I was going off of the experience I had with my aunt & my other family making what was supposed to be a fun happy graduation dinner a total bummer.i had a great time with my grandparents and I talked about normal stuff like "what I am doing now that I'm out if school." "Who's your boyfriend? " "where are you going to college. " normal shit that people are supposed to talk about instead of divorce and personal issues. Oh and I got the bombest pho I have ever had at this place called pho hut. The boba was delicious I got the green tea smoothie and I had fried sqid which again AMAZING and the pho itself was AWESOME but the spring rolls were kinda gross not gonna lie. They were sticky and weird and the sauce was like peanut butter.  It was heavy and made the spring rolls more dry HATED IT.

Count down 5 days

This is the first day Goat man left for his trip so last night we went on a fantastic date and had such a good time. We shopped (I spent my graduation money) and we ate and we Bought mortal kombat v.s DC universe and it was so great!!! Then we got home and hung out with his new kitten and played a little MK then we had to go to his cousins graduation.  I almost cried later that night but I didn't because I'm tough ( totally kidding I'm a big softy.) These are the pictures from the restaurant we got the same thing but he ended up eating my food. The left overs I had ended up getting thrown away so I'm a sad miko. :( it was so good its fluffy white rice with egg and chives paired with chow mein and calamari.  I'm a bit of a calamari freak to be honest. I had Coconut  milk tea with boba but I didn't take a picture I should've it was awesome!!

The one named sailor moon

I've been working on this new collage for moon crisis on Instagram and it is the first one I added background color to. I might go back to the originals and redo all the coloration and add background. So many people talked to me about how much they liked the coloring. I really like how it turned out.

6 days in hell

My Goat man is going out of state to go to Hawaii with his dad and his little brother. It's going to be pretty hard but I'm going to try to stay busy. I'm going to probably be doing some more art work and posting on here and on Instagram. Today Goat man and I are going to go shopping and then take my mom out to see maleficent! Sleeping Beauty was one of my favorite movies when I was little because my mom used to sing once upon a dream to me. That was one of my only lullabies. So then after that we are going to his cousins graduation and then we're going to cuddle until he has to go home.  It's going to suck but it's okay because I want him to experience things without me having to be there and him not missing out on anything because of me. We're young and people our age get wrapped up in each other and tune out the whole world and then 20 years later when you're looking back wishing you'd have gone to different places and done different things because you've either been with that person for an eternity or you're divorced or you broke up in your twenties and barely remember that persons middle name. So I just wanted him to go out AND Explore, Cause I have a single mom and I'm not working at the moment so I'm probably not going anywhere except maybe Glendale or eagle rock.